Writing will always be my enemy.

I don't know how people do it. They make a plan, organize their thoughts so fluently and then write it down. I feel like I've never mastered this technique. My mind doesn't like it. Some people say that it is procrastination or laziness I say my mind disfunctional when it comes to reading and writing. Sure, this post may seem alright but I can tell you right now I can't count on my hand how many times I've pressed the backspace button. Writing something just never goes well for me. People just say "Just do it" or "concentrate" or "Just buckle down and get er done". I go to do that and then my mind just shuts off, over heats, and sometimes just sometimes if I'm really determined that night explodes! Ka put!